I am hopeful this morning that the foot is on its way to complete wellness which may inspire me to live again. Unfortunately, on the diet front, records indicate that I may have gained an additional 10 pounds since starting my journal. This is a very alarming development. If I do not begin to reduce in short order, I may end up unable to take care of myself. I am appalled at the manner in which I seem to be uncontrollably stuffing my face from about 3 PM to 8 PM every day. And the more weight gained, the worse the problem gets. People in general think that alcoholism is a disease and I agree, but eating is also a disease. I am seriously considering trading in my disease for another such as smoking or drinking, but hey, what good would that do? I am trying to stay positive, but I am positively puzzled.
I feel: confused
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