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05 May 2007 @ 07:12 pm
I forgot all about this here journal.  I don't have much to say except that it's been a long, long time and a lot has happened.  B. Fluff
24 March 2006 @ 07:38 am
I am hopeful this morning that the foot is on its way to complete wellness which may inspire me to live again. Unfortunately, on the diet front, records indicate that I may have gained an additional 10 pounds since starting my journal. This is a very alarming development. If I do not begin to reduce in short order, I may end up unable to take care of myself. I am appalled at the manner in which I seem to be uncontrollably stuffing my face from about 3 PM to 8 PM every day. And the more weight gained, the worse the problem gets. People in general think that alcoholism is a disease and I agree, but eating is also a disease. I am seriously considering trading in my disease for another such as smoking or drinking, but hey, what good would that do? I am trying to stay positive, but I am positively puzzled.
I feel: confusedconfused
Current Music: NONE
22 March 2006 @ 04:18 pm
Today I went to the pode doctor. Today, for the first time in two months, I awoke with no foot pain. My foot is still not hurting! So that makes for grumpiness. I don't understand. My diet? Ha! I don't understand that either.
I feel: grumpygrumpy
Current Music: None
21 February 2006 @ 04:48 pm
I am not using the foodles list today. I had breakfast bar, grape juice, snack: raisins, chicken noodle soup and 2 saltine crackers, C2 coke, snack: diet cookies. I am going to have 6 oz. wine, fried chicken, cole slaw, mashed a'taters for supper. Will try not to blow it too bad. Cilla's last day and must eat... so the excuse goes.
Excuses... exschmoozes.
I feel: intimidatedintimidated
Current Music: Quantum Theory Program
19 February 2006 @ 09:03 am
I've been gone for a while just trying to survive through long days of pain and muddleness. Today I might be able to get back on track if I try really hard. I'm having oatmeal, grape juice and coffee for breakfast and plan to have baked tater laters. Feel rather lousy after gaining thousands of unwanted pounds. Maybe my mood will improve and I can change my adopted Muslim name from Mahmood Isabad.
I feel: blahblah
Current Music: Humpback Whales
09 February 2006 @ 07:53 pm
This is cheating, isn't it?
I can not only cheat on my diet, I can cheat on my journal.
I had the usual breakfast. Grape juice and breakfast bar. I had to participate (good excuse) in luncheon for leaving man... he's going to be a DPS trooper and I had to make good with him, right? I had to tell him that I never speed, always come to a complete stop, etc. and that my car's exhaust is COMPLETELY invisible. Whew!!! I think he bought it after the cheesecake.

I had two pieced of garlic toast, zucchini lasagna, coke, and a very small slice of cheesecake. Too much. Already gone. But wait!! There's more. I had a chicken fajita burrito (homemade) for supper. Olive oil for stir frying the chicken breast, onion and bell pepper. A little picante sauce. One burrito size flour tortilla, small blob of lite sour cream, tablespoon of picante sauce, handful of lettuce, cubed tomatoes and a glass of coke. I also had two milano cookies. In addition, 1 glace strawberry covered in milk chocolate and Dreyer's vanilla cream Dibs. So for all of you losers, see how big a loser I am? Tomorrow could be better, but today... I am ashamed.
I feel: crushedcrushed
06 February 2006 @ 07:20 pm
I did fairly good today. Breakfast bar, grape juice, coffee (2 small cups), sugar free wafer cookies, Campbell's potato soup, healthy choice frozen dinner, 2 sl. lite bread. 3 Milano cookies and a handful of tater chips. These last two things are bad, I know. I also had a C2 coke and a regular coke, but this is so much better than yesterday. Hopefully, things will improve. Tomorrow morning I'm going to try to remember to weigh myself. Ugghhh!
I feel: distresseddistressed
Current Music: None
04 February 2006 @ 08:40 am
Actually this entry is for yesterday. I had ham and eggs and biscuits for breakfast. Not good. Grape juice. Coffee. For lunch I had broccoli soup and a bologna and cheese sandwich on lite bread and then blew it with supper as planned. Chicken fried chicken, baked tater, roll and sweet tea. Couple of bites of pie and another roll for dessert. Aghhhhhhhhh!! So I probably gained back my few little lost pounds. So sad.
I feel: coldit's cold in here
Current Music: Squidgetts Smoogling
31 January 2006 @ 04:04 pm
Not doing good on the diet. Still too bored at work to get going again. Things are looking up a little on "both fronts". Hope they continue to go better and better. Saturday was what they used to call a 'bummer deal' back in the 20th Century. I had breakfast bar, grape juice (I always start off good) and a nap for breakfast. I had cheese crackers and C1/4 for mid-morning snack. At lunch I had a lean pocket and the other C1/4. Stil good until the bakers made freshshshshshhshhhhhhh hot biscuits, mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm and I had 1 1/2 biscuits with butter and diet jelly. I ate a small salad, chicken patty, toast, cheese and dressing for supper. 6 oz. of wine went down fine. Hey, that could be a song. Anyway, it doesn't sound so very bad after all, but the night is not over. Last night I really blew it with two pudding packs and a handful of PoppyCock. Oh, Poppycock, I say!! Yes, the chocolate kind. [hangs head in shame]. So slap me silly!!
Maybe I'll lose wait while watching the life story of Corretta Scott King who just recently dissipated into the ether in her sleeping state. If I have to go, that is the way to do it. Also, tonight is the State of the Union speech which I had gotten confused with the State of the Onion speech to be given by Shrek next month. Guess I'll watch to see how bad things really are.
I feel: confusedconfused
Current Music: Ford is the Best in Texas
30 January 2006 @ 05:06 pm
It was one of those damned things, Cilla. I had this big long post ready and pow! Gone. So I refuse to write it again. No time. Feet hurt. Nose running. Eyes watering. Got gas. Want food. Did good. Was bored. +/- 1200 calories for the day.
I feel: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Nobody Cares